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Hiroki Icon by BenjieJay Hiroki Icon :iconbenjiejay:BenjieJay 0 0 Music Assignment: My Eyes by BenjieJay Music Assignment: My Eyes :iconbenjiejay:BenjieJay 5 4 Hilary RP Icon by BenjieJay Hilary RP Icon :iconbenjiejay:BenjieJay 0 0 SS Armonia for Tanuki by BenjieJay SS Armonia for Tanuki :iconbenjiejay:BenjieJay 9 1 Armonia - Kazer's Battle Exam by BenjieJay Armonia - Kazer's Battle Exam :iconbenjiejay:BenjieJay 0 1 Kazer's RP Meme by BenjieJay Kazer's RP Meme :iconbenjiejay:BenjieJay 0 0 PKMN Armonia-Down Time (Representin' Tesla!) by BenjieJay PKMN Armonia-Down Time (Representin' Tesla!) :iconbenjiejay:BenjieJay 8 4 Kazer's Gym Assignment ft. Delphine by BenjieJay Kazer's Gym Assignment ft. Delphine :iconbenjiejay:BenjieJay 5 2
Literature
Kazer's Writing Asignment (Future Me)
Kazer Lamkin
Professor Seguritas
Writing Class
November 15th
Dear future self,
Hey so I'm sure you will remember waaaaay back at the start of the school year I was supposed to write to you, my future self which is you. So I'm just gonna remind you of where you were when you wrote this. You were just getting settled into Tesla House, meeting some new people and trying to make friends, you were pretty good (but not awesome) at Djing, and you never would remember to bring your medication with you.
Now onto topic number two to say what I expect of this term (your past term). I expect this to be a whole new type of school experience, filled with lots of different classes and cool assignments. Anything would be better then my last school's pen and paper quizes and tests, yuck. I also expect to get loads better at my music and maybe even get enough awesome songs to put together a fake album of some sorts. I also hope to get lots of friends, friends that won't care about the fact that I can't
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Kazer (Kasey) Genderbend Meme by BenjieJay Kazer (Kasey) Genderbend Meme :iconbenjiejay:BenjieJay 4 12 Kazer rp icon by BenjieJay Kazer rp icon :iconbenjiejay:BenjieJay 0 1 PKMN Armonia - Gotta double check by BenjieJay PKMN Armonia - Gotta double check :iconbenjiejay:BenjieJay 5 1 Kazer Lamkin - PKMN Armonia App by BenjieJay Kazer Lamkin - PKMN Armonia App :iconbenjiejay:BenjieJay 8 30 Genderbent Event Meme-Eon by BenjieJay Genderbent Event Meme-Eon :iconbenjiejay:BenjieJay 0 0
Literature
Capturing the Criminal
      The figure sat braced on the edge of the castle wall, a red worn out cloak hiding her features. Except for the curling purple tail. Green eyes peeked out from the hood, scanning the grand kingdom. She had been gone for a while, chickening out of an act she was going to do. With 'tsch' of paws, the figure leapt from the wall. Landing with a puff of dust was she landed quietly, the cloak settled around her. Leaving the hood up she made her way into the city.
     
      A young and confused Shinx was running around the city trying to find an isolated place to sit and think. He was trying to avoid any interaction with people since the tournament incident, which he was still confused about. He made it to a little clearing between some houses and sat on some crates "So much for ever fitting in somewhere." Hiroki said as he put him face in his palms "I don't even know what I did, hopefully people forget about it."
     
      The figure froze, ears twitching under the hood. A familiar
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The Shadow pg. 4 by BenjieJay The Shadow pg. 4 :iconbenjiejay:BenjieJay 0 2

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Commission - Dia by Parororo Commission - Dia :iconparororo:Parororo 2,577 73 Cyber Sonic by AndrewDickman Cyber Sonic :iconandrewdickman:AndrewDickman 2,816 406 Sonic by inualet Sonic :iconinualet:inualet 619 16 .:Sonic and Greninja:. by ss2sonic .:Sonic and Greninja:. :iconss2sonic:ss2sonic 1,869 135 Commission: custom Ibuki by Danusko Commission: custom Ibuki :icondanusko:Danusko 617 28 Ibuki sennin by IxtianArt Ibuki sennin :iconixtianart:IxtianArt 174 9 Ibuki by EymBee Ibuki :iconeymbee:EymBee 167 14 Ibuki Hot...er by dzmcm Ibuki Hot...er :icondzmcm:dzmcm 344 20 Ibuki from Street Fighter Study by AdovionArt Ibuki from Street Fighter Study :iconadovionart:AdovionArt 269 31 Rock Lee by Drunken-Style Rock Lee :icondrunken-style:Drunken-Style 303 14 Rock Lee by tomatomagica Rock Lee :icontomatomagica:tomatomagica 407 42 AF: AG * Snow by Jackalune AF: AG * Snow :iconjackalune:Jackalune 8 8 Galaxy Girl by NoyiiArts Galaxy Girl :iconnoyiiarts:NoyiiArts 33 15 'Hiroki?' by Tsistu-Awi 'Hiroki?' :icontsistu-awi:Tsistu-Awi 4 7 Amber Gypsy Meme by Lichtdrache Amber Gypsy Meme :iconlichtdrache:Lichtdrache 30 7 PKMNA - Swimming with Quinn! by Powerwing-Amber PKMNA - Swimming with Quinn! :iconpowerwing-amber:Powerwing-Amber 30 13

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So after almost a year of being away from deviant art I’m entering back into this online part of the world once again to try to find the fun I used to have while drawing, having felt that pull at my heart when I saw my tablet collecting dust on in my drawer. To be honest this is going to serve as both a re-intro of me into dA, as well as a little rant for myself to get stuff off my chest that I need to.

There were quite a few reasons that I left dA but I feel like there were two main reasons I left. The first being that I needed to focus so much more on my studies in order to get the marks needed to be able to score an internship to help myself, and as such I had to cut some aspects of my life and decided that dA was one of those things I needed to cut. Now that I have grown my own study skills and gotten my marks back up I feel like I am able to at least put a bit of time into dA again.

Another reason was that I just wasn’t enjoying it myself for my own personal reasons, basically a battle that I lost within myself. For a long time while still drawing I was constantly fighting a battle I was told that most artists face, being your own worst critic. Every time I put out something or drew something up I always thought that it wasn’t all that good, and over time it got to the point where I was drawing stuff but not putting it up because I thought it was so bad and wouldn’t draw for like a week after that. I didn’t have my own self-confidence built up enough to deal with that and I lost that crucial battle time and time again with the aftermath getting worse with each loss. After growing up (imo) and fighting the same kinds of battles in other aspects of my life I feel like I have the willpower to once again try to further my own artistic talents. I learned and felt that powerful feeling when you step back and see just how far you’ve come when trying to get better at my hobby (Which is now almost a way of life for me at this point) of competitive smash brothers, and I feel like I can finally bring that to my old hobby of drawing.

So to wrap things up I’ll be getting progressively more active over the next couple of month as I try to regain my bearings and do art for just myself. Roleplay groups will be out of the question for at least the first month so I can try to focus on the art I enjoy doing instead of trying to keep up with RP on top of that. To those of you whom I called my friends (And still do tbh, I love you guys still even without talking for a while! <3) on here way back when I’m back again and I can fully understand if none of you even remember me or give a single s**t about me anymore. If you guys want to get back in contact I’m all for rekindling old friendships and catching up, here’s to a new Benjie (Who is still loads like the old one xD)! <3

  • Listening to: Apriskah
  • Reading: Smashboards
  • Watching: Mang0 and Pals
  • Playing: Smash Wii U
  • Eating: Pep Pizza
  • Drinking: Coke

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BenjieJay
Benjie Jay
Artist | Hobbyist | Digital Art
Canada
3rd Year Computer Science Student and aspiring Smash Brothers player, who likes to draw in his spare time.

I also livestream sometimes when I'm gaming over at www.twitch.tv/BenjieJay

Discord Server when I'm online is discord.gg/0rMiHe8ytJymqxoy
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King-Dedede21 Featured By Owner May 16, 2015  Hobbyist Digital Artist
hey bro long time no see ^^
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BenjieJay Featured By Owner May 17, 2015  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Hey Dee! What's up sis, it has been a long time :3
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King-Dedede21 Featured By Owner May 17, 2015  Hobbyist Digital Artist
sure has bro-Saw you in the pkmnskies and im like "dang yo--been a while since i seen Ben, Eric and the others wonder how there doing ^^ "

Ah nothing much-group stuff, graduation, college. Small changes here and there-wbu? ^^
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Caninelicious Featured By Owner Apr 22, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks for the watch!<3 It means a lot to me ^^

Stay Awesome and I'll catch ya later!
And remember Be The Best YOU That No One Else Can Be! :happybounce:

-Canine~<3
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BenjieJay Featured By Owner Apr 22, 2015  Hobbyist Digital Artist
No problem Canine, I'll be sure to try to catch you on skype and chat for a bit again once all my exams are done and over with ^^
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Caninelicious Featured By Owner Apr 24, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
late reply is late sorry

Don't worry about lil ole me, you stick that nose in them books and kick those exams butts to the moon! ^^

cantwaittotalktoyouanyways<3
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ferdenandrew Featured By Owner Nov 12, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Happy birthday to youuu~
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BenjieJay Featured By Owner Nov 20, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thanks man~ Sorry about the late reply, was off deviantart for a week and a little ^^;
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Dark-Dullahan Featured By Owner Nov 11, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Early Happy Birthday, Ben! :D :cake:
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BenjieJay Featured By Owner Nov 20, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thanks man~ Sorry about the late reply, was off deviantart for a week and a little ^^;
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